The Nihilist

Once again I am thrown away
I enter grace but I cannot stay there
I was born into a lie
I am tired of this life, yeah

Couldn't I escape this feeling?
And grow beyond a human being
I can't take another day
I'm so sick of this decay, yeah

Like an autoimmunal system
I'm gonna break this killing repetition

God is dead
Ten thousand sleepless nights ahead
God is dead
My love for you must burn in hell

I feel wise, need no company
I don't need noone to show me
That I can live without love
I will become something better
Need no woman, I am forsaken
Need no crisis, to make myself awaken
Suddenly I feel disgust
For the weak that needs to trust in good and evil

Like an autoimmunal system
I'm gonna break this killing repetition

God is dead
Ten thousand sleepless nights ahead
God is dead
My love for you must burn in hell

Dragging on
It's not too far
I wished upon a fucking star
That I would get strong enough
A fading voice, almost singing
Trudging on
Just to hear
A dying voice, almost singing
I still believe in nothing

With your love went the last of my humanity
I can be a king now, freed from the demigod of empathy
I throw away my crown of thorns, that was resting on my horns
All I have to do is to kill my mother like a killed my God

I kill my mother like I killed my God
I kill my mother like I killed my God
I kill my mother like I killed my God
I kill my mother like I killed my God
I kill my mother like I killed my God
I kill my mother like I killed my God

God is dead
God is dead