A Single Second

Oh my god!
My god this can't be happening!
God tell me, tell me this isn't real!
I can't believe all that i have foreseen is finally happening.
I cannot for a single second stand the way i feel.

I always knew.
I always saw it coming.
Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear.
I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing,
I never wanted to cease to exist, just disappear

Fear memories are all that lie ahead
Never have i felt so lost
Memories dull my senses
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
Never have i felt so dead

Once felt so warm, no i'm freezing
I am the once embraced abandoned one
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing;
No relief was mine, i was burnt, by the sun