A Single Second

Oh my God! My God this can't be happening!
God tell me, tell me this isn't real!
I can't believe all that I have
foreseen is finally happening.

I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel.
I always knew.
I always saw it coming.

Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear.
I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing,
I never wanted to cease to exist, just disappear.

Fear memories are all that lie ahead (Memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so lost
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead (Memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so dead.

Once felt so warm, now I'm fucking freezing.
I am the once embraced abandoned one.
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing;
no relief was mine, I was burnt, by the sun.

Fear memories are all that lie ahead (Memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so lost
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead (Memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so dead.
I feel so!
I feel so lost!
I feel so lost!
I feel so lost!

Fear memories are all that lie ahead (Memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so lost
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead (Memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so dead.

Fear memories are all that lie ahead (Memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so lost
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead (Memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so!