Everything at Once (feat. LE'V)

I don't wanna talk right now
I just wanna sleep
Needing to be strong right now
It's making me feel weak
So can we wait until the morning?
Can we pause it till the feeling stops?
Yeah, I'm just running from our problems
Like a kid who's running from the cops

It's not you, it's dishes in the sink
It's dry enough to think
Is no one listening?
It's not you, it's hiding in the hole
With laundry on the floor
It's the timing of it all
It's not you, it's everything at once
It's not you, it's everything I'm not

I don't wanna talk right now
I can't fall asleep
I'm scared if I call you out
You'll tell me to leave
So can we wait until the morning?
Can we pause and then we'll pick it up?
I know you're exhausted but lately everything is
I know we should work this out
But I'll cry if I speak

It's not you, it's the sitting battle from
Is dad yelling at mom
It's the calling in out front
It's not you, it's the sadness on my sheets
It's grinding down my teeth
It's turning 23
It's not you, it's everything at once
It's not you, it's everything I'm not

It's random bruises, feeling useless
Growing up on my confusion
Outside voices, stupid choices
All the things I once enjoyed
It's random bruises, feeling useless
Growing up on my confusion
Outside voices, stupid choices
All the things that we have

It's not you, it's everything at once
It's not you, it's everything I'm not