Vanishing In The Rain

I'm trying to hide
My sadness of you
Nobody can hear my screamings
The mistery I misunderstood

I've always looking for
A place in the sun
But the youth was gone
I'm not more able to run

These days I can't define
What's real or fantasy
Heaven seems so far away
Sometimes the luck can change

Another shattered soul
It roams without way
Realization is sinking
No reasons to try again

I've always looking for
A place in the sun
But the youth was gone
I'm not more able to run

I never got the answers
For many, many questions
I lost the control of myself
I need something for the pain

And I don't know who to blame
Now I'm vanishing in the rain