Sorry to myself

Em                   D
For hearing all my doubts so 
selectively and
Em                  D
For continuing my numbing love 
endlessly
Em                   D
For helping you and myself: not even
 considering
Em                  D
For beating myself up and 
over-functioning


Am                         
To whom do I owe the biggest 
       Em
apology?
Am                                
No one's been crueler than I've 
      Em
been to me


For letting you decide if I indeed 
was desirable
For my self-love being so 
embarassingly conditional
for denying myself to somehow make 
us compatible
for trying to fit a rectangle into a
 hole


To whom do I owe the biggest 
apology?
No one's been crueler than I've been
 to me
       C               G7
I'm sorry to myself
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       C                  G7
My apologies begin here before 
everybody else
C               G7
I'm sorry to myself
      C                       G7
For treating me worse than I would 
anybody else
VERSE3:
For blaming myself for your 
unhappiness
for my impatience when I was perfect
 where I was
Ignoring all the signs that I was 
not ready,
For expecting myself to be where you
 wanted me to be


To whom do I owe the first apology?
No one's been crueler than I've been
 to me And

Chorus:
I'm sorry to myself
My apologies begin here before 
everybody else
I'm sorry to myself
For treating me worse than I would 
anybody else


Am                                
Well, I wonder which crime is the 
   Em
biggest ?
C                          
Forgetting you or forgetting 
     D
myself...
Am                           
Had I heeded the wisdom of the 
   Em
latter
C                            
I would've naturally loved the 
   D
former


For ignoring you: my highest voices
For smiling when my strife was all 
too obvious
For being so disassociated from my 
body,
for not letting go when it would've 
been the kindest thing.


To whom do I owe the biggest 
apology?
No one's been crueler than I've been
 to me

Chorus:
I'm sorry to myself
My apologies begin here before 
everybody else
I'm sorry to myself
For treating me worse than I would 
anybody else
I'm sorry to myself
My apologies begin here before 
everybody else
I'm sorry to myself
For treating me worse than I would 
anybody else