Dizzy

I'd hate to spoil it for you but
I'm happier than I'll admit
Getting dizzy in the stagnant water
Forcing myself to forget
While the whispers are loud
When I try to drown them out
Why don't believe you're real
Until you are?

Are we always this cruel to each other?
Quick to move on, slow to recover
You said you'd go anywhere for me
But I'm right here

I get what I get
I'll try not to quit
I'd rather feel nothing than full of regret
Now I'm drowning
You're not moving
How does it feel to feel nothing again?

There's nothing here for me but
I'd love to be in your way
Can't you just keep me
Where I'll wanna stay

Are we always this cruel to each other?
Quick to move on, slow to recover
You said you'd go anywhere for me

I get what I get
I'll try not to quit
I'd rather feel nothing than full of regret
Now I'm drowning
You're not moving
How does it feel to feel nothing again?

I get what I get
I'll try not to quit
I'd rather feel nothing than full of regret
Now I'm drowning
You're not moving
How does it feel to feel nothing again? (How does it feel to feel nothing?)