Too Dead To Feel Again

Again you're tightening your grasp
By taking a prisoner you release the rage

Again I try to breath
with a belt strangling me
I could go, throw the chains away
But do I want to?
Am I strong enough, cold enough, or do I need this freedom in a leash?

Again I see
I'm starting to dance for you
Again I feel

When I'm forgiven to?

Knowing I'm bad
Knowing you're not
Knowing you never are

I feel sick for myself
Sick for my sins
Sick for my weakness
Sick that I am not enough

Again I see
I'm starting to dance for you
Again I feel
I do it for my failed promises
feeling guilty again

When I'm forgiven to?

Knowing I'm bad
Knowing you're not
Knowing you never are

I feel sick for myself
sick for my sins
sick for my weakness

Sick that I am not enough