Celebration Of Change

I know that I am serious
but this candy just isn't my flavor
I'm still your buddy, I'm still your friend
you just should have never hit her

~I'm on the boat
I'm on my own
I got a goat
and I keep choking
I rock the boat
I'm so alone
stop being low
and I keep going

I know that I am delirious
but I can't help but to ask you explain
I can't seem to figure it out
I see the actions but don't feel the pain

Am I that inconsiderate
I just have no fucking poise
drugs kind of do the trick
I'm so numb I don't hear any noise

the music is blasting and I'm right next to it
my mind keeps going and I'm left behind
you told me something but I seem to forget
this has been happening alot tonight

~I'm on the boat
I'm on my own
I got a goat
and I keep on choking
I rock the boat
I'm so alone
stop being low
and I keep going

I took the boat on the goat
or its the other way around
I choked myself to the ground
or the goat, oh fuck, waht happend now?

you said to tell you a story
I laughed and said my name
you said, thats the story?
I said, thats the game?

you said I was boring
I got wasted and came home
you yelled at me for being crazy
I yelled at you for

I don't know

I don't know
I don't know
I'm cheap baby
down and down in sweet misery
I don't know
I don't know
i don't know
I'm dirt baby
down and down in disarray