Insane

I'm so captivated
I'm a captive in it
my own reality and I can't believe it
its so understandable but I can't grip this

whats happening to the good man
he's lost his mind

~throw the shots
I bought too much
lost myself in my dirty thoughts
roll back
fall on out
nobody saw it coming, its here and now

So dialated
I'm fat and inflated
memory joggled and i can't seem to control it
I feel like I'm dying
a cancerous tumor that just keeps growing inside me
my life is losing the swagger and i may
have to say that i'm done for the day