Just Cause

Am I so annoying
that you have to plan out your day just to avoid me
am i like some crazy out on the loose
you just can't fucking even once run into

well if its true
I don't mind
its okay that I could die
you wouldn't notice
you wouldn't cry
and by the way, I even lied

I don't love you
I mean, you don't love me too
but it hurts even more coming from me
than it does for me coming from you

~Shelter in how I truly feel
how you dampen my feelings
oh surreal
I am nothing but a piece of meat
wipe me of again and comfort me

so canny that you
forgot I am your friend
betray my trust and
say that this is not the end

well it is babe
I hate you guts and what for
you turned my life upside
down and beat me as I was on the floor