Autotomy (feat. Solaria)

So quiet
Upon a dreary night
As I looked upon my figure in the candlelight
I saw her
Inside a lonely dream
And a sense of mortal agony crept over me

I thought I could succeed
Playing God with what you had given me
It took so long to realize
This life was only leaving me behind

You let my feelings take the lead
You thought that you were helping me
You only loved me, you’re not to blame

I put my heart under the knife
And it forever changed my life
My world will never be the same

Like the atrophy and entropy I face
Growing ever deeper
Crumbling with time
I'm feeling like a stranger inside my dying mind

These scars will stretch across all time and space
There’s something so addictive in their praise

I let you drag me into dark
I guess I wasn’t being smart
You only love me, you’re not to blame

I fell into an empty void
Surrounded by what I destroyed
But was it really all in vain?

You let my feelings take the lead
You weren’t really helping me
I thought you loved me, you’re not to blame

I put my heart under the knife
And it forever changed my life
My world will never be the same

I know the truth, so rest assured
You’re nothing like I thought you were
Just an impostor in face and name

I'm at the point of no return
I’ll let this motherfucker burn
I'm gonna make my grand escape