Blame Game

Last night, I had a thought
There was a feelin' I thought I forgot
Gave me affection, but somethin' was lost
'Cause I didn't want it, not at any cost
I met a man, a family friend
And I didn't think twice 'bout how I was dressed
He kept inching closer, so I sat on the fence
'Cause I knew I was next, I knew I was next
I know, just try not to change
It's 'cause I felt bad, that's why I indulge
But now look what happened, I'm sat in disgust
With not him, but me
No, not him, but me
I wish I could cry about it (cry)
God, help me cry about it (cry)
Oh, ha, ha, ha, ha

I should've fought this habit ages ago
So I blame myself, if not me, who else?
I'm antisocial, I deal with it alone
So I blame myself, if not me, who else?

Sadly (so sad), the story repeats
And I'm convinced now the issue is me
'Cause this time it's a girl (huh?) and she don't wanna leave
She's cookin' me food, how sweet and naïve
She leans in, I don't pull away
Don't want her to feel bad for another four days
As I stare at the ceilin', she's starin' at me
Oh, I had this feelin', but don't know how to leave

I should've fought this habit ages ago
So I blame myself, if not me, who else?
I'm antisocial, I deal with it alone
So I blame myself, if not me, who else?

If you wanna blame yourself (if you want to)
You cannot play the victim, baby (you cannot play the)
If you wanna blame yourself (you cannot [?])
You cannot play the victim, baby
If you wanna blame yourself (if you want to)
You cannot play the victim, baby (you cannot play the)
If you wanna blame yourself (you cannot [?])
You cannot play the victim, baby ([?])

I should've fought this habit ages ago
So I blame myself, if not me, who else?
I'm antisocial, I deal with it alone
So I blame myself, if not me, who else?