I Tried Not To Die

Today
I lay
My head on the dirt
Sounds
Of a city
Are not swimming in my mind
Grind
To a hault
It's nobody's fault but my own
Runnin
From a monster
That's always a step behind

Trying to hold it together (2x)

Mourners
They trample
All over my bed
Birds
Are flying
They're perched on the top of my head
Words
Like a shotgun
Can be painful at times
And i
Was tired
Of trying not to die

And still i can hold it together (2x)