Never Much

All that I said, what I heard in my head
Was it real, was it all a dream?
Like a master disguise, the tricks in the mind
Never clear, always in between
So avarice grows
Watch it grow

But I couldn't wait for daylight to break
And show us where we'd gone wrong
But she turns the wheel
And I wish I could feel
What was in her eyes all along

She says that I, I could never find
But it's not what you wanted
It's frozen ground
Yeah, it's frozen ground

And all of these words
Least the ones that you heard
They're just flowers on the grave
The sun casts its light
Wrong never right
Time never wants to be saved

We say that I, I could never find
But its not what you wanted
It's frozen ground
All these efforts that make us small
All for one, but it's not enough
No, it's never much

And I, I could never find
It's not what we wanted
But it's all we have
Yeah, it's all we have