No Matter What

you think i like this?
it makes me sick
i never wanted any part of it
this twisted story's coming apart
at the seams once i had a reason,
i had a dream

someone elses nightmare
it hurts too much to realize
someone elses nightmare
i dont want to close my eyes
someone elses nightmare
i tried to make a change
someone elses nightmare
i live it everyday

just leave me,
i wont regret its all the same,
you're just like the fucking rest
its one thing you say,
another you do your ignorance runs thick,
but its thin enough to see through

someone elses nightmare
it hurts too much to realize
someone elses nightmare
i dont want to close my eyes
someone elses nightmare
i tried to make a change
someone elses nightmare
i live it everyday everyday

someone elses nightmare
it hurts too much to realize
someone elses nightmare
i dont want to close my eyes
someone elses nightmare
i tried to make a change
someone elses nightmare
i live it everyday everyday

no matter what i try they dont seem to understand what?
i cant do what i want just because of who i am?
the ends dont justify the means, what did i do?
once i had a dream, but i woke up to...

someone elses nightmare
it hurts too much to realize
someone elses nightmare
i dont want to close my eyes
someone elses nightmare
i tried to make a change
someone elses nightmare
i live it everyday