Cutter

Let a little out but not enough to make a mess bleed to breathe bleed to be gashes and scratches and burns bring endorphines to substitute the absent self.

Absolution.

Relief.
Sweet desperate release.
But i know, this must cease.
Fuck. this isn't a solution.
Fuck. this isn't a solution.
Fuck. and with every cut, the tension eases but with every cut, the disease increases and with every cut, the tension eases but with every cut, the disease increases help me, i need to stop