Drowning

I did it all to make it feel better
I thought I got myself together
I was wrong again
But I won't let you win this game
Cause I can be the one you fear the most

I never thought I'd lost all control
And I can be the one I fear the most
I'll never be the same again I'm drowning
My hands were tied my heart was shattered

I can't deny, thought I was clever I was wrong again
I gave you my name
Cause I could be the one you fear the most
I never thought I'd lost all control
And I could be the one I fear the most
I'll never be the same again I'm drowning
Will I ever get better?