What NOW???

There goes the last of the things I thought I wanted
What would you gain if you own the whole world but you lose yourself?
The further I get, I forget why I even started
I wanted a change, so I got a new place
It's always something else

I'm so tired of making all these same mistakes
Don't know if I got the strength
I'm so tired of wondering

What now
What now
What now
Tryna find something
That I can't see but I wonder
What now
What now
What now

Feels like I'm stuck in a seat on a flight to nowhere
I might leave the ground but my clouded mind just drifts away
I looked for a piece of myself but I messed it all up
Through my reddish eyes I see in black and white that I lost my way

Yeah
Thought I found something
But I can't find it
Thought I found something
But I can't find it
I wonder what to do now?
How can I rest when my struggles
Got the best of me?