Heartilation

I wanna break apart my heart
Glue the pieces to my car
Crash it into a wall
I don't wanna feel at all
I wanna break apart my heart

Douse it in gasoline
'Till the fire burns clean
Then flick a cigarette
Like that movie "Con-air"
Doused in gasoline

And if you think you are better than me your right
There's no one to love, there's no one to trust
In my life

I wanna pick up the pieces
And plant them in the ground
And when a tree grows there
I want to chop that tree down

Build it into a boat
And float it into a lake
And with dynamite
I will explode the thing
That makes me make mistakes

And if you think you are better than me your right
There's no one to love, there's no one to trust
In my life

Sometimes I get so lonesome I can't breathe
Sometimes I get so scared I can't speak
Sometimes I get so worried I can't hear my heart beat anyway
Anyway

I wanna tear out my heart
And give it away
Too a person more deserving one day
If all I see is the worst in everything
Thats all I'm gonna get, it's all I'm gonna get

And if you think you are better than me your right
There's no one to love, there's no one to trust
In my life