Panic Wrought

Oh, Here I stand
Empty heart empty hands

When all is silent
I lay defenseless in my solitude

Scattered dreams
Wasted dreams
This will denied

So, I have come to this land
Filled with hope to understand

When all is used up
Will I wash away
And cling to this in desperation...

I don't know
I can't see
I don't care what will be
I can't read what's happening
It's hard to breathe
I can't feel

Now stiff and still
I await
Apprehensive at the gate

Should i lie here spent and exhausted
And hold to hope in desperation...