Take It And Leave It

This didn't go as planned, it kills me
I try to make amends
I'm wasting my breath, wasting these words
And tasting sour victories of none
I lost it, long ago
I'll find it, this i know
These days i feel, the slip and slide of time
More than i imagined i could
I hope its on my side, fighting with me
Never bleeding and always creeping
I lost it, long ago
I'll find it, this i know
I'll sing for you no longer, you're simply just a bother
A broken piece of glass, shattered in the past
I will bite my tongue, and roll my sleeves
Take what the future offers me
'cause i'll drive for days, with my head in the waves, and my heart in the sand( in your hand)