I Forced Myself In

Pressure is building I'm going to explode
I can't escape this self destructive mode
Hang in there it will be ok
I promise there will be a better day
I won't let you turn your back
We will struggle through the days
I can't watch you check out
On all the the promises that you've made
I'm there for you all the time
I wish I could stop you from this better crime
(SUICIDE)
I forced myself in, I locked myself out
Now I'm just another face in the crowd
That's not true you're one of a kind
Don't let this world pull you behind
Times are rough
I think I had enough
I've got to break free from the world's hand cuffs
I can't wait until the fucking end
If you won't do it, I'll put a bullet in my head
Grab my hand for my last breath
As my tortured soul creates death
Hang in there it will be ok
I promise there will be a better day
The tears in my eyes won't let me see what my own fucking mind is doing to me
I wish I could save you this needs to stop right now but all I can do is ask myself HOW