BOMB

Close my eyes and then I see the picture
I hid inside, underneath all the pillows
I’m scared u’ll find the things that I’ve been hiding
I’m scared u’ll know how much I care about it

But then u walk into the room and ask me what I hide
and then I lie about it but you look me in the eyes
you told me that I shouldn’t keep this picture by my side
The past is something that I need to lear to leave behind

But I was just a baby, I didn’t understand it
How can it be that you and mommy don’t speak lately
And I miss her so much , but I can’t tell you how much
I wanna run away and never come back into this house

I promise I don’t hate you
I promise I forgave you
Don’t wanna think about the stuff
that I had to go through
I’d rather live it all again
than write it all again
Should have never even said a thing

So why do I feel that your love is so real
I’ve been hoping to see a change
But I couldn’t lie to myself
Not a call from you, nothing real from you
Not a sign from you, guess I’m not enough for you

So I will keep on going,
Keep on moving forward,
I’m sorry I’ve been growing
Without you, please don’t worry

So I keep to myself,
A lot of things I don’t say
Not a victim in my kind
Don’t feel sorry I’ll survive

If anything I’m better
You taught me to be clever
Don’t trust anybody
Don’t show them that you’re sorry

When you’re feeling down
Daddy’s not around
Keep it all inside,
Let them thing you’re so shy

Look at me, what you have to say to me
You have brought the worst in me
I hop you see and take the blame
For who I came to be

Close my eyes, and then I see the picture
I hid inside, underneath all the pillows
I’m scared you’ll find the things that I’ve been hiding
I’m scared you’ll know how much I care about it

But then you walk into the room and ask me what I hide,
And then I lie about it but you look me in the eyes
This picture makes me think about the times when we were right
And maybe we could still be happy but I don’t know how