I'm Just Tired

Inside, in my chest
Such a mess
I can’t believe im so
Unimpressed with myself
With my mental being

So sick of my
Daily crime
Of self obsession
Wish I could fly
Back in time
Back to the surface

I just have to blame myself
All I do is hesitate
I dont deserve
To play the same old song
I can’t find the same place where I lost myself