I'm My Worst Enemy

Say I let go but I never move on
Play my own game, so addicted to pain
Keep pushing my own limit
Just to see myself bleeding
Say I move on but I never let go
Say I trust you but I never get close
Keep hiding from my own self
'Cause I'm my worst enemy

How many times I've tried to be something I'm not
To fill up the gap with something I've got
But I've got nothing left since last time I checked
Still locked in myself with the same type of mess
And I wish I could be something more than I am
Just a human against its own type of flesh
But I watch the time still passing by
And then I watch my life still going down

Say I let go but I never move on
Play my own game, so addicted to pain
Keep pushing my own limit
Just to see myself bleeding
Say I move on but I never let go
Say I trust you but I never get close
Keep hiding from my own self
'Cause I'm my worst enemy

When the season is dark and the darkness is thick
When the love's not enough and enough is a myth
When the fight has been lost and the victory's gone
That's when you start to question if you're dead or alive
That's when all that you know is nothing but a surprise
And reality fades as you figure it out
And as you try to speak nothing comes off your lips
And then next thing you know you're not yourself anymore

Say I let go but I never move on
Play my own game, so addicted to pain
Keep pushing my own limit
Just to see myself bleeding
Say I move on but I never let go
Say I trust you but I never get close
Keep hiding from my own self
'Cause I'm my worst enemy

Fallen behind
Without strength, without strength
Without strength to come back to life
Lost within time
Without reference, without reference
Without reference of what's wrong and right

Say I let go but I never move on
Play my own game, so addicted to pain
Keep pushing my own limit
Just to see myself bleeding
Say I move on but I never let go
Say I trust you but I never get close
Keep hiding from my own self
'Cause I'm my worst enemy