despite everything it's still you!

I can't catch a break from you tonight
And the after-party's inside
I'm on my way out, don't call, it's alright

So in other words, all I want to hear, I love you, is nothing
You can't tell me anything

When I'm home and I'm rotting in bed
I feel I'm better off dead
Thinking I could be something better
Alone and I'm rotting in bed
I feel I'm better off dead
And gonna be something better

I don't wanna waste away
But I'm too scared to show my face
I can't catch a break from you tonight
I've got everything I need inside

All I've ever asked of you is nothing
You can't tell me anything

When I'm home and I'm rotting in bed
I feel I'm better off dead
Thinking I could be something better
Alone and I'm rotting in bed
I feel I'm better off dead
And gonna be something better

Looking in the mirror
I see that it's still me, despite everything

I've got some shit I can't get off of my chest
And I won't let it out
And I can't let it out

I've got some things I can't admit to myself
And I won't let it out
And I can't settle down

When I'm home and I'm rotting in bed
I feel I'm better off dead
Thinking I could be something better
Alone and I'm rotting in bed
I feel I'm better off dead
And gonna be something better