In The End

Tell me why I feel so sick
Every time something goes my way
And why I break all friendships
Just so I have something to say

'Cause I'm conscious of it
I think I might even lo-o-ove it
But can someone ask me
If I'm still happy?
'Cause it feels like
The more that I pull back
I'm self-inflicting pain again
Well, I just wanna know

Would it be worth it?
Would it be worth it?
Worth all the loneliness?
Worth all the weight on my chest?
Would it be worth it?
Or am I just selfish in the end?
In the end

I'm not masochistic
I just like the way it feels
(I shouldn't want what I want)
(But I want what I want)
I might cut up an onion
If it help me shed a tear
(I shouldn't want what I want)
(But I get what I need)

I'll throw a fit
I lose my shit
But can someone ask me
If I'm still happy?
'Cause it feels like
The more that I freak out
I manifest my fears
Is that weird?
Well, I just wanna know

Would it be worth it?
Would it be worth it?
Worth all the loneliness?
Worth all the weight on my chest?
Would it be worth it?
Or am I just selfish in the end?
In the end

I know why I get stupid 'cause I'm thinkin' it'll satisfy me
Know it's been a while, sorry, please don't leave me in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)

I know why I get stupid 'cause I'm thinkin' it'll satisfy me
Know it's been a while, sorry, please don't leave me in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)

I know why I get stupid 'cause I'm thinkin' it'll satisfy me
Know it's been a while, sorry, please don't leave me in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)

I know why I get stupid 'cause I'm thinkin' it'll satisfy me
Know it's been a while, sorry, please don't leave me in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)

(Would it be worth it?)
(Would it be worth it?)
(Would it be worth it?)
Oh
(Would it be worth it?)
Would it be worth it?
Would it be worth it?
In the end
Would it be worth it?
Would it be worth it?

I know why I get stupid 'cause I'm thinkin' it'll satisfy me
Know it's been a while, sorry, please don't leave me in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)
In the end, in the end
I know why I get stupid 'cause I'm thinkin' it'll satisfy me
Know it's been a while, sorry, please don't leave me in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)
In the end
Whoa-oh
Whoa-oh
Whoa-oh
(In the end, in the end, in the end)