C#m   A   E   B

[Verse 1]
C#m                     A
Same ceiling, different day though
    E
I'm awake so
           B
Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again
C#m                       A
Same lucky charms, in the same bowl
             E
Look for rainbows
            B
But all the colors just go grey in the end


[Pre-Chorus]
C#m                    A
Wish I could say, wish I could say
E                       B
That this won't last forever
C#m                A
But every day, but every day
E                     B
It never seems to get better


[Chorus]
C#m                       A
I hate myself but I don't want to
E                            B
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
C#m                           A
I got some feelings I've been fighting
       E          B
Always hiding the truth
                                  C#m
I hate myself but I don't want to


[Verse 2]
                         A
Friends say that I'm dramatic
         E
That I'm acting
               B
Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again
C#m                             A
I never thought that this would happen
      E
Kinda sad when
             B
When all you got is just a voice in your head


[Pre-Chorus]
C#m                    A
Wish I could say, wish I could say
E                       B
That this won't last forever
C#m                A
But every day, but every day
E                     B
It never seems to get better


[Chorus]
C#m                       A
I hate myself but I don't want to
E                            B
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
C#m                           A
I got some feelings I've been fighting
       E          B
Always hiding the truth
                          C#m
I hate myself but I don't want to
A                         E        B
I hate myself but I don't want to


[Bridge]
              C#m     A
I don't wanna live my life like this
E                 B
Going through the motions
C#m                    A
I don't wanna live my life like this
E              B
Always feeling broken


[Chorus]
C#m                       A
I hate myself but I don't want to
E                            B
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
C#m                           A
I got some feelings I've been fighting
       E          B
Always hiding the truth
                          C#m
I hate myself but I don't want to
A                         E
I hate myself but I don't want to
B                         C#m
I hate myself but I don't want to
A                         E        B
I hate myself but I don't want to