Mixed Emotions

These days I haven’t been sleeping
It’s been a lot of day drinking
All cause I can’t forget your name
I think I’m boarderline insane

I run away from my problems
I know when I’ve hit rock bottom
And when the bottle calls my name
I give in so I feel no pain

Feel pain? just hide just hide behind the cigarette
Tough love it messes with your mindset
As all our memories replay
Do you think we could be the same

Do you you feel me?
I’m lost
Can you hear me?
I know I know you all too well
Would you hold my hand all through hell

Oh no
Not again
I thought
We could be friends
But babe there’s something you should know
If you love someone you don’t go
You don’t get to walk away
Why don’t you say what you want to say

I know you’ve got way too much pride
But babe I’ve got nothin to hide