Sad Bitch Hours

Prison cell
Eternal hell
that’s what it feels like
My crown of thorns
It’s I who mourns
Yet I’m still alive

Can’t let em in
Can’t let em win
But I’m so tired

Knife to my heart
Tear me apart
Bittersweet desire

They wanna dress me up in anxiety
And these tears of blood how they lie to me
Nothing left to hide behind I’m trapped inside my own fucking mind

Roses are red
And violets are blue
Dead or alive I don’t have a clue
All chained up and I cant break free
I killed the girl that I used to be

Please take shelter
I can't win
Drowning in my awful sins
Paint it black and bruise me blue
I’ve got nothing left to lose

One by one the tears start to fall
I used to cry so much now I feel nothing at all

A vile projection
A broken reflection
Mesmerized by all the imperfection

The voices at night they all know my name
and they tell me things that fuck my brain
I’m dying inside and yet I’m alive
I can’t run far cause there’s no where to hide

Please take shelter
I can't win
Drowning in my awful sins
Paint it black and bruise me blue
I’ve got nothing left to lose

It’s like I’m dying inside
and yet I’m alive
I cant run far cause there’s no where to hide

They say I’m insane putting drugs in my brain
Shoving pills down my throat just to numb the pain

Please take shelter
I can’t win
Drowning in my awful sins