Gone

I stand stagnant and alone
Bitter to the bone
Dismay is my own friend
I carry home again

Flee me, love me
Abandon what it is you gave me
Hate me, let me
Never knowing what you saw in me

Impossible to live within this mind of shattered dreams
Impossible to love when I cant see past my scene
Plays again in my own head
Story's left inside me said
(Cut you down but you wont hurt
Crush the crave Im draw to first)

Flee me, (kill me), love me, (leave me)
Take my woeful heart and bleed me
Hate me, (need me), let me (be me)
Bring this sorrow home and give me peace

At first the thought to end
Invites it's only friend
The sickness of a heart
That tears this life apart

Impossible to live within this mind of shattered dreams
Impossible to love when I cant see past my scene
Plays again in my own head
Story's left inside me said
(Cut you down but you wont hurt
Crush the crave Im gone)

I find I do not know you, or even know myself
Nothing Ive kept sacred has helped me fight this hell
I wanna feel you inside
I wanna keep you
(I want to hide)

Impossible to live within this mind of shattered dreams
Impossible to love when I cant see past my scene
Plays again in my own head
Story's left inside me
(Cut you down but you wont hurt
Crush the crave Im gone)