It's Not The Same

If I could control my heart and my soul
I wouldn't have to say
How they're telling and compelling me
To put this on the table

It's not the same
When you call
I don't feel it like I used to
Its like you're running there behind me
So watch me go on ahead
And before you know you'll be
Trying hard to find me
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry

I've become who
I wanted to but
You won't do the same
When you whisper softly
Your words bounce off me
And I'm like
You're waiting there in vain

It's not the same when you call
I don't feel it at all
And I now don't know what to say
When your shadow and mine
Don't link up anymore
I'm like
I'm speechless now

We can't change the time of the falling rain
It comes and it goes, are you listening?
We can change our minds but our hearts remain
It's beautiful, but not today

If I could control
My heart and my soul I
I wouldn't have to say
How they're telling and compelling me
To put this on the table
I'm sorry