Up Is Down

I feel them go through the back of my head
Every premonition that has come to pass

It's a shame that my positive mind
Kept me from believing all the terrible signs

Now you tell me we were never a match
What about that shit you told me in bed?

That we'd grow old together and die
You'd go first cause I'm the loner
Oh boy, how we change our minds

Everybody knows up is down and up and down

I'm like a kid who got beat up in class
And now I'll learn karate and pretend I'm badass

But there's no defense against your own mind
It tells me that I blew my only shot at the good life

So was it always all in my head?
Even the shit that you told me in bed?

This is a riddle that I'll only solve
With a gun on my head and my back against the wall

Everybody knows up is down and up and down