Not The Same

I used to get down
Get crazy
Not care
You couldn't faze me

I was waiting for the world to end
Never thought that I could feel again
I waste time
Get blasted

My friends, I outlasted
One by one, they began to die
For some reason I was still alive

I open up my eyes
You brought me back to life
You're the light in the dark
You keep me holding on

I'm not running
I will never be ashamed
I'm not the same
I'm not angry
I'm still learning from the pain
I'm not the same
Anymore

I used to break hearts
So dirty
Invincible, you couldn't hurt me
I was flying high above the ground

No one could've ever shot me down
I lie for no reason
Incapable of all feeling
Taking everything there was to take
Got caught up living like a fake

I'm not running
I will never be ashamed
I'm not the same
I'm not angry
I'm still learning from the pain
I'm not the same, anymore

I was lying to myself
I was running from myself

I'm not running
I will never be ashamed
I'm not the same
I'm not angry

I'm still learning from the pain
I'm not the same
I'm not the same

I'm not lying to myself anymore