New Memory

It's not just my bones that I hold
I am growing
I will grow out of my own
My hands will feel the weight that they carry
And i'll go past just
Understanding this sadness I burry inside
My home radiating love
I feel
Sometimes that I could reach up and grab it
Past my own insecurities and
Rage to forgive what I've done and what the people i love have done
I know
That knowing I won't forget leaves me weak but I'll try to focus on the strength
that most days hides underneath
I can't create a new person but I'll create
New memories
Ones that I'll hold deep within to remind myself
There may
Be a pull from a force I haven't outgrown but I too have the force and strength
To move on
That there may be a pull from a force I have known but I too have
The force and the strength to move on