Don't Walk Away

Well I coulda, shoulda, woulda
Done it differently if I had the chance
If I had a blueprint well in advance
I woulda took the advance and just danced
Instead I cut ties and tried to analyze
All of my wrongs
In every single song
I couldn't resolve it felt like I would never evolve
And so I quit
Gave up on the dream is this it?
I'm tearing at the seems as I sit
Tryna intervene for a fix
Trying reconvene but I'm split
Have you ever split?
Straight down the middle
Maybe a loved one or a friend who was fickle?
Someone who let you in for a little
Only to cut you out and belittle
Little your sense of self
Oh hell then the doubt starts to trickle
Trickle, trickle, trickle in
Then you feel the crippling sensation
Of a close tie that's breaking and you can't save it

How could I know that
All the time that I was gone
You wanted me to stay?
I know that it was selfish of me
That's what rubs me in the harshest way
Oh why'd I go away?
When you me wanted me to be here
Is there something I can say?
Just name the price to pay
Don't walk away

Go ahead now say goodbye
And wipe those tears from your eyes
That's your pride
I know it's frightening
There's no one to call
When you're falling in silence
But open your eyelids

Sometimes I
Wish that I could feel like I used to
When I had a clean slate
When I wasn't used to
Feeling like I'm used to
Feeling like I used you
Feeling like you used me
Just so I could lose you
Life comes in mysterious ways
I mean it's funny how it works
But it's sad how it plays out
What more can I say?
I mean I know walked away but for God's sake

How could I know that
All the time that I was gone
You wanted me to stay?
I know that it was selfish of me
That's what rubs me in the harshest way
Oh why'd I go away?
When you me wanted me to be here
Is there something I can say?
Just name the price to pay
Don't walk away