Alone

Death gets real sometimes
It stares in the face
And gets us blind
Cause we’re able to see
And this beast will seek
And it won’t stop
Until it has completed
I feel ashamed
I tried killing my heart
While some fight so it beats
And I fight
Fight everyday
So my suicide thoughts
Stay inside my brain

I’m not trying to
Ask for attention
I’m just screaming out
To heaven
Please, have mercy on me

Yeah, I feel like
The world’s falling down
And I’m the one piece
That is cracking it all
You say it’s okay
But how could it be
I do I run from trouble
When the trouble is me
I know it doesn’t make sense
But I’m losing my mind
But how do I change
When the only thing left
That I got
Is my suicide senses to guide
I wouldn’t do it for my family and friends
But when the crisis comes
I’m just hoping for an end

I’m not trying to
Ask for attention
I’m just screaming out
To heaven
Please, have mercy on me

Is there anybody out there?
Pick this gun and pull the trigger
Or I’ll sink in my bed

Yesterday I started to cry
What annoys me the most
Is that I didn’t know why
I’m feeling weird
My friends seem okay
They ask me: How are you?
And I lie to their face
I know I’m confusing
I just want to survive
And I will overcome this
This game is called life
When I’m with my thoughts
All on my own
I look to the stars

Yeah