Eyes Closed

Seen so much shit
Aye, hold up

I done seen so much shit, I'm scared to let my eyes closed
I'm shining in the dark, you see me with a blindfold
I went toe to toe with bitches with no mind control
Had to get it how I live, then break a band, didn't even fold
Clothes musty, dusty
Could nobody still touch me
Pussy was the tightest, could no nigga round fuck me
Hard up in the hood, I'm the female [?]
But I got my own story, street niggas say they love me

Met a nigga Von, he be suckin' on my tongue
A nigga turn me on when he be thumbin through them funds
Slide up on the block, pass out shawty and some ones
Pick me up around 10, we be fucking for the funds
I don't know about no other bitch, but Asian raw
Gutta young fly chick, all the drip it cost
Hold a nigga down, might fuck around and take the fault
Give me loyalty not love 'cause feelings tired, these bitches lost
You ain't from 'round my way, so it's fuck ya
Crackers took my mother, and my brother, and my lover
Cold ass world, I used to think this shit was lovely
Till I jumped up off the pourch and started rapping, I can't trust 'em
Let some fool bitches in my circle, they was wishin'
Knew the hoe was basic, I was slippin on my pimpin
Caught up in the game by my lonely, I ain't trippin
Couple M's up on the way, I gotta focus, gotta get it, ay
Mamma called it Grammy missin', too busy to answer
Living like a savage so it's hard to set examples
Whole life I had to fight like diagnosed with cancer
Everybody wants some from you when you're doing what they doubted

Ay, tears steady fallin', but the money steady callin'
Wipe my own eyes, think I'm fallin', silly bitch you lost it
Never took no handouts, I been working 'till exausted
On the real, I ain't had to sign that deal, bitch, I been ballin'

I done seen so much shit, scared to let my eyes closed
I'm shining in the dark, you see me with a blindfold
I went toe to toe with bitches with no mind control
Had to get it how I live, then break a band, didn't even fold
Remember I was dusty
Could nobody still touch me
Pussy was the tightest, could no nigga round fuck me
Hard up in the hood, I'm the female [?]
But I got my own story, street niggas say they love me