If I Didn't Have You

If I didn't have you
I'd be fucked in the head
Pretending that I'm happy instead
If I didn't have you
I would lie to myself
Acting like I don't need help
I never knew I could find someone so right til the night I found out you existed
Looked all of my life
Now I know you're the piece I was missing
If I didn't have you
If I didn't have you

Loves like learning how to walk again
So complicated
Feelings I never thought I could vent
It's a whole new language
Fight after fight we're no closer to breaking
Triggering traumas so we can escape them
Don't need no armor I know I can take it
Wound after wound girl I'm changing

If I didn't have you
I'd be fucked in the head
Pretending that I'm happy instead
If I didn't have you
I would lie to myself
Acting like I don't need help
I never knew I could find someone so right til the night I found out you existed
Looked all of my life
Now I know you're the piece I was missing
If I didn't have you
If I didn't have you

So cold
Baby I'm jumping in
I'd risk frozen
No rope
Baby it's sink or swim
But you're the one I've chosen
Fight after fight we're no closer to breaking
Triggering traumas so we can escape them
Don't need no armor I know I can take it
Wound after wound girl I'm changing

If I didn't have you
I'd be fucked in the head
Pretending that I'm happy instead
If I didn't have you
I would lie to myself
Acting like I don't need help
I never knew I could find someone so right til the night I found out you existed
Looked all of my life
Now I know you're the piece I was missing
If I didn't have you
I hope I always have you