Past My Prime Time

I look away for a second
And a year's gone by
And I realize how long I've been alive

Back in the day as a kid
I couldn't fathom how I'd
Live a life
Before I killed the lights

But now I'm here
You'd think that I'd be over it by now
But my problems keep mutating
It's getting frustrating

Reaching my goals was a mere mirage
And now I'm stuck here self-sabotaging
Even though I'm where I thought I wouldn't be

You're so young, you're so grand
I'm not old, but I'm bland
If I could, I'd get a second chance and
Go back in time

I'd finally make a change
Take away all my pain
And that way, I could at least be half as
Good as you today
(I could at lеast be half as good as you today)

It doesn't make any sеnse to be irrational
With how I see the gap between you & me

'Cause some are born with a gift to be a natural
But that doesn't mean that we won't get there
Eventually

Where would I be
Without these thoughts inside me
Wings spread in the limelight
Flying towards some new heights

But feels too heavy
But they're too light to kill me
Even so, I'm where I thought I
Wouldn't be

You're so young, you're so grand
I'm not old, but I'm bland
If I could, I'd get a second chance and
Go back in time

I'd finally make a change
Take away all my pain
And that way, I could at least be half as
Good as you today
(Today)