Speak And The Devil Appears

and everything goes through me on a Tuesday night
feeling wrong yet right
I won't admit I'm wrong
dramatize and move along
and everything you say
I push down inside a hole
where it can hide
resurfaces today
its leaking out me
through the sides of the story
that I've been victimized
I have to realize and face up
to my faults
the irony it makes me strong
convienient thinking
used to mean everything
i think i can't be wrong
the lies i feed myself
a selfish figure shows itself
so will you go on
when you can't see the darkest part inside of me
a darker future lurks unseen
will you forgive me?
forgive myself
how the end will turn out
we don't know this
hibernation heals the soul
so please let me go
you're on your own
seems we can't face one last embrace
and i will return one lesson learned
please say goodbye
inside i die as i hid behind my fears
i've lost what i hold dear
and the truth is what i fear
and i speak
and the devil appears