Right Here Right Now

These haunting memories challenge me
It’s like they are testing my mind
They linger on and do not fade
I see them when I close my eyes

I wish that they would go away
But I’m doubtful things will change
They push me closer to the edge
To end it all right here today?

I let these thoughts build up inside
I break the silence with my cry
I need to fix myself somehow
Right here right now

There was a time when things were good
And that’s before I bought the mine
I spend everything I had
Including some that wasn’t mine!

I let these thoughts build up inside
I break the silence with my cry
I need to fix myself somehow
Right here right now

And then I pushed our love aside
As our wealth grew more and more
Now I’m rich, I am alone
All this wealth, yet I am poor

I let these thoughts build up inside
I break the silence with my cry
I need to fix myself somehow
Right here right now