Count It All As Lost

I want to believe
These words are more than letters to me
I want to believe
A covenant to stand the battlefield of time
Many times I've written words
Holding me to stay pure
Where is the truth in these
Motions
Afterwards feeling
Motionless?
Motionless?

I keep breaking my promises
I keep breaking my word to you and I
I keep breaking my promises
Once again, I'm letting you down

How must a broken man fix his brokenness
If he's not the answer?
I can't do this
On my own
On my own
I need you here
I need you here
I need you here
Each and every day that passes leaves me worse off than before
Many times I've sworn
I wouldn't look back
Never look back

Instead of fighting to be a man
I just want to know
Who I am
Fighting with my fists
Leaves me bloody and broken
Almost every single time
So I'm going at it with your strength instead of mine
Please be my strength
So I'm going at it with your strength instead of mine
Please be my strength

I need you here
I need you here
I've carried this burden long enough
With a heart of conviction,
I've betrayed us both
I have to forfeit
The shame is too much to
Take the lead and reign over me
Reign
Reign
Reign over me
Reign
Reign
Reign over me

You knew you'd find me here
Find me here
It took me losing sight
To count it all as lost
All as lost
To see that I'm finally found
Count it all as lost
There's so much more to gain
Count it all as lost
Take the lead and reign over me