My Story

With no destination
in this situation
i know not what i'm asking for
or what i'm looking for
anymore

Will i find my lover
will she find another
and will i see her face again
or has our light grown dim
is this the end
of us my friend

and it feels like i've been here before
it's like a never ending cycle, i don't think i can take much more

but my voice falls short across the void
i wish that she could know my story, that i am not the same old stupid boy

am i just a loser
a wreckless abuser
have i put my good name to shame
am i the one to blame
i've lost the game
i hate this game

i have no connections
i have no direction
i don't think i can reach the top
and still i just can't stop
i must go on
the beat goes on

and it feels like i've been here before
it's like a never ending cycle
i don't think i can take much more

but my voice falls short across the void
i wish that she could know my story
that i am not the same old stupid boy

and if i only had a second chance
i would treat her like a goddess
i would build her paradise with my two hands

but i don't think she would take me in
i wish that i could kill these feelings
wish that all these nightmares that i get would end
wish they would end
wish they would end
wish they would end