Shovel

Meant to refuse
But just smash the whole gate down
Tried for the truth
But just, lied when it really mattered

Anywhere
That your going
Anytime
That you feel like
Should have been there
Should have spoken
Tell me there's nowhere you're going

If you only faced it when
Then you
Decide to
Finally make it in
It's over
It's breaking

In case that's all
That you want
Unprotected
Kept it all hidden
It's safe from you
That's what matters

Anywhere
That your going
Anytime
That you feel like
Should have been there
Should have spoken
Tell me there's no way of knowing

If you only faced it when
Then you
Decide to
Finally make it in
It's over
It's breaking
It's broken

Adjusting, nothing
You get just what you pay for
Believe in, anything
Another stab, in the back, that you let go
Don't know how to react, now you don't know
Swear up and down, this is the last, time, you, will, get
Burned