puppet brain (feat. sleepwater)

You ok?
So I tell myself
Don't die on me
Don't lie to me

I lie here, ask how I'm doing
Words out my mouth
Is it trash that I'm spewing?
I deserve hell for every wrongdoing
You sewed up my heart
Just after I skewed it

Hate when anybody talk to me
There's not a lot to me
I'm just distraught and weak
There's so much to do in the day (day)
What do I have to do to make you stay (stay)

How does this world expect me to keep going
When all that I have are depleting emotions
And all that I am is pathetic and hopeless
And all that I ask, and all that I ask is to leave

I'm begging please
I'm falling down
Whenever you leave
Don't make a sound
Don't even breathe
I finished counting all my steps
A cliff they lead

I'll be ready, drowning
Heart beat too fast; anxiety
In my hollow frame
Lost cause, puppet brain

Spewing my heart
Over a fire; got dark
Will you be my ember
Stuck in a cauldron
Do you remember when I was holding
Your achy arms I was all upon it
You got my clothes but
You could of stopped it
Sorry for the vacancy, I wish I locked
It was a fucking job to you
I wish I stopped it

Lawless, aching doesn't stop
Isn't this what I wanted from you
I'm so awful

Don't make a sound, don't make a scene
Filling my lungs with nicotine
Oh, damn, you're the one that I'll ever need
Damn, you're the one that just let me be

Let me be
Don't really know why you like me
Are you just starving
For someone's psyche?
I can hear the hounds
Yeah, they're howling in the darkness
Wonder what they found
Either molly or a carcass

I'm prowling in the twilight
Everything you say now it's a delight
Maybe you're an angel in disguise
Fucking up my psyche, cutting all my ties

I cannot talk for long
There's somewhere I gotta be
The green of the forest it calls
Yeah, I got a date with the-
I got a date with the trees

Tell me who I am
And who I'm supposed to be
Won't be here for long
Bite marks made with teeth
The frost walker it crawls
Arriving at your feet