Shrouded In Mystery

I'm standing on a crossroad
there are only two paths left to choose
the insecurity that pushes me
to make my final decision
nearly no night I can fall asleep
doubts gnaw at my soul
for so long now it buzzes in my mind
but now it's the lack of time
to define my development line
one thing is sure nothing is secure
I came to the point where no one can help me now
I have to do it for myself
but even if it's as clear as it seems
the whole affair is shrouded in mystery
I'm standing on a crossroad
there is only one path left to choose
I can not make a mistake
cause I'm the one that decides
and when I open my eyes
everything is not as bad as all that