Daffodils

I'm tired of waiting here for you
While you parade around emotions.
I'm sick of guessing what you're thinking
By picking pedals off of daffodils.

Am I wasting my time here over hopes of us?
I'm tired of guessing what you're feeling
And picking pedals.

She loves me. She loves me not.

I tried to hold you with these hands,
But you're slipping.
I'm just not strong enough I guess,
Now I'm missing.

These dreams are hazing over
And reality is stepping in.
I know what I don't want to hear from you
But I'm listening.

I'm quivering at the thoughts.
But I can't keep waiting, wasting away.
You cradled desires and hopes of us.
Where are they now?

She needs me. She needs me not.

I tried to hold you with these hands,
But you're slipping.
I'm just not strong enough I guess,
Now I'm missing.

What's meant to be will be
Was said by some lonely man to make himself feel better.
I'm drowning over again and I can't get used to this
I can't get over this.

I guess I lost it somewhere.
I guess I lost you somewhere.
I tried to hold you with these hands,
But you're slipping.
I'm just not strong enough I guess,
Now I'm missing.
From the pictures hanging over your bed
There are just pedals there.
Now I'm drowning here instead
And do you even care?