FATHER

I am not mine
I am not mine

Cut me up and sell my parts
Lay me to waist and bend all my bones
I am yours

Brake my soul and cut too deep
Watch as I bleed myself to sleep
I am yours
(I am yours)

Beloved father
Show me your saving grace
Sing me to sleep
So I can die and rest within this place

Beloved brother
Show me your holy space
So you can see the light go out when you smother me

(Swallow me)

Beloved father

A dying wish resonates from my soul
Bury me deep, stay awake, make me whole
Until the unholy wonders has taken its toll

Throw me down to the nothingness
(The nothingness)
Keep me here til I am
The emptiness

Beloved father
Show me your saving grace
Sing me to sleep
So I can die and rest within this place

Beloved brother
Show me your holy space
So you can see the light go out when you smother

Breed, you’re not forgotten
You’re not alone, you’re not alone

Breath, I’ll stay beside you
I am yours
I'm always yours

I’ll stay here till my body decays
And if I ever see a light through this thick and hollow haze
I’ll do my best to not divide my thoughts throughout this concrete maze
Seeing things as clear as day though your empty holy rays

I’ve become one
With the nothingness

(I am not mine)
I am not mine
I am not mine

Heavenly lover
Show me the life I owe
Heavenly lover
See to me as I grow